At War with Myself 

(Skatenigs)

 

“Recent discoveries only confirm God’s awesome power and imagination.”
I’m so confused, I’m so frustrated
At war with myself, I’m the one to hate
I try to run and hide, I try and look inside
I keep on running, but I just can’t fight it
Dilated pupils, voices in my head
Take a look at me; I’m already dead!

I’m so sick – of waiting! Waiting for what?
I’m so sick – of waiting! Waiting for what?

I just want to kill… Die… die… die…
I just want to kill… Die… die… die…

“Awesome power.”
“Awesome power.”
“Awesome power.”
“Awesome power.”

Is this illusion? Too much is for real
Apathetic reasoning makes me want to kill
Keep those armies marching, to keep us all in fear
I refuse to follow; the end is truly near
It’s time for drastic measures, that’s just how I feel
Nothing to lose and everyone to kill!
I’m so sick – of waiting! Waiting for what?
I’m so sick – of waiting! Waiting for what?

I just want to kill… Die… die… die…
I just want to kill… Die… die… die…
I just want to kill… Die… die… die…
I just want to die… Kill… kill… kill…
I just want to kill…

[3:04 – guitar solo]

Am I confused? Or just frustrated?
At war with myself, I’m the one to hate
I try to run and hide, I try to look inside
I keep on running, but I just can’t fight it
Dilated pupils voices in my head
Take a look at me; I’m already dead!
I’m so sick – of waiting! Waiting for what?
I’m so sick – of waiting! Waiting for what?

I just want to kill… I think I’ll buy a gun
I just want to kill… And take it to school
I just want to kill… Everyone that’s cool
I just want to kill… You, you and you and you and you!